9 years
By Yan • Mar 18th, 2008 • Category: Soliloquy9 years. It’s been a lifetime.
Remember…
It hit me the moment Gen and I stepped out of the backstage area and onto the main grounds: this used to be our playground, but we’re strangers here now. Suffice it to say that it just wasn’t the same. Our time has passed. It’s their UP fair now. Not ours. *sniff*
I’m writing this from a 7-year old laptop that’s practically falling apart at the seams. This is the only working computer in our entire geekdom today. Imagine that.
I haven’t talked to, nor heard from, Pio in over 4 years. That’s a long time for two people who claim to be friends.
I spent most of my early 20s climbing the corporate ladder, my mid-20s scorning it, and now, in my late 20s, I know in my heart that I will never look back. And life couldn’t be any better.
Girl power would be more appropriate if we were…say, girls. Sadly, we are not. Oh, biology would insist that we have the necessary tools. But reason dictates otherwise. There is nothing girly about Bonita and Genee, though the former can wear an all-too-femme mask when the need arises, and the latter can go oh-so-insanely-kikay around [...]
I just need to do this. Pardon the mush.
Thank you:
Mom and Dad for the unlimited supply of gourmet coffee, for looking the other way when I needed to vent, for not pushing me to talk, for understanding that what I needed was solitude and silence, for just letting me be while I was there. I [...]
I don’t really know what to make of this. You decide.
Warning: Adult content follows. Edited for brevity.
Jojo: Honestly, I don’t want you in this world, Yan. My world.
Yan: What is your world like, Jo? Do tell.
Jojo: It’s heartless.
Yan: It’s fun…? hahahah.
Jojo: It’s crude.
Yan: …all the time?
Jojo: Not really all the time. Sometimes, you [...]
I had every intention of staying at least a month in Manila, or long enough to be missed, anyway. It didn’t happen. My so-called sojourn didn’t even last an entire two weeks. I had to come home. Or whatever you call this place where I eat, live, and sleep. I had to come back to [...]
In less than 24 hours, I’m gonna be my parents’ baby again. It’s been years since I spent an entire day (let alone a week) with my folks. And I’m certainly looking forward to throwing myself at their mercy. Yes, I’ll even take my Mom’s incessant nagging or my Dad’s badly construed cryptic truths. [...]